How could something so small become something so big and so amazing. I wonder if Walt Disney ever imagined inspiring  billions of people for generations to come. Joining people together with a mutual love for pursuing dreams and those happy endings.
It is a truly magical feeling. Even the thought is just phenomenal. Completely out of this world.
I bet he looks down on us every day and just feels so happy.
I feel so blessed to be a part of it all. Something that both the young and the old can savour and enjoy together.
I’ll be forever grateful for my parents buying me all those Disney films when I was younger. Looking back on it now, I would feel so lost without it. It’s definitely something that has been a part of me for all my life. Going to Disneyland just brought it all to life, reminding me of just how magical life is.
It made me realise just how old I am aswell. Seeing this all at 17 has let me appreciate it all in a different light. It’s so touching to see kids’ faces light up when they see all the characters on parade. That to me is inspiration enough.
How one man’s ideas have inspired so much hope and happiness in others is just beyond belief.

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The parades and fireworks at night finished off the perfect day for me. The atmosphere, the music, just everything was just like a dream. My friend and I were in tears during the final parade and fireworks. Happy-sad tears of course. (:
The whole ambience was far too overwhelming.
To see all those thousands of people gathered there huddled on the street watching the fireworks, entranced by it all.
All brought together by the imagination of one man.

It’s just simply enchanting ♥

The end of this amazing series.

Ahhhhh I am so stoked for this double episode! But at the same time I am really sad to see it end =[
It’s been an integral part of my life for 6 years now..and I have every boxset and rewatched every episode about 3 times.

I really hope I’m not disappointed..but however it ends it will be a spectacular episode and I really am excited to see  how it all ends.

And pleaaaaaaaaaaase let Sawyer live! He was one of the reasons I kept watching this show ^___^
His character is truly amazing plus he’s such a beautiful beautiful man (:

It’s been a long journey and it gets me all nostalgic when I think back to Season1: The Pilot back in 2004. It’s really the best TV show ever produced with the best cast and crew.
I will miss it so much! ♥ ♥ ♥

Currently listening to Keane on Spotify. Their old album ‘Hopes and Fears‘.  It’s amazing how it makes me feel completely nostalgic.   They were good times..but of course good times never last long.  I’ve learnt this lesson over and over.
I always seem to be the last one to let go of things. Of memories, people..everything. I always hold on to every piece I can..hoping that I can bring something back. But of course I know the world doesn’t work like that but there is still that glimmer of hope. The silver lining on the cloud as people say.
Ironically enough, I am not a particularly optimistic person. Believing that I can stop myself from being disappointed, makes me feel safe. It’s just a safety thing for me. Of course I know I can never stop myself from being disappointed, no matter how pessimistic I am about something.
It’s just idealistic. Works well in theory but definitely not in application.

Things change so fast, it’s almost unreal. This year I’ve made some amazing friends, got closer to others and drifted away from a lot more. Maybe it’s my fault, I don’t know. It feels like those people have just changed; but maybe it’s me. Or maybe we’ve all changed, grown up and moved on.
It’s so hard to let things go when all I have really are memories. Nothing real anymore.
Conversations are just to show each other we’re still friends. Acquainted with each other. But nothing meaningful.
The ones that really mean something are the ones who I can imagine still being friends with in a good 10 years or so (:

As Keane said;
“Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody’s changing
And I don’t feel the same.”

It really does sum up how I feel right now.
I love songs that say exactly what I’m feeling. It means I don’t have to say a word. I don’t have to explain myself to anyone but just indulge myself in the lyrics; the melody; the instrumentals, and just for them few minutes, believe that someone else out there is thinking the same thing.

Right now I want to be somewhere else. Somewhere with inspiration.
Sat on a beach watching the sunset. Birds flying over the water, waves softly crashing onto the shore, again and again and again. Or in the countryside. Sitting on top of a mountain with the wind refreshing on my face, looking down on the amazing natural beauty below. Some things need to be felt. It needs to be real.
I think that’s what its like to really live. To be able to feel these things, incredible sensations of awe and inspiration. Makes us realise we need to believe.

On a brighter note, with regards to my last post..I can finally say that a huuuuuge weight has been taken off my shoulders =D in that I finally have been given the chance to go to University in September (: and all I have to do now..is to work my butt off for the next 2-3 months..

I pray that it all pays off cos I don’t think I’ve wanted anything more.

Well it’s been a while since I last blogged, and it will probably be for another while before I blog again.
It’s been almost an hour since I started this blog O_o ahaha..oh dear me >__<

inabit*~

Please?

Not really entirely sure what this photo has to do with the drama but nevertheless here it is (:

I have to say, I preferred this drama over Boys Before Flowers. For several reasons I may add:
Only 16 episodes it never dragged and the storyline did develop a lot. (though I expected a more dramatic ending)
Each of the characters were so unique it was just a great pleasure watching them and seeing them all develop.
Every guy was just gorgeous..really! ♥
In all their own lovely ways (:
I wish guys like them existed in this real life world..
The girl protagonist (Park Shin Hye) was pretty beautiful too especially with her short hair (:
She’s much more suited to short hair than long i think..

So a girl (Go Mi Nam) pretends to be her twin brother to cover for him in his band A.N.JELL. None of the other guys know at the start only the manager and stylist who planned this all out. But slowly they all figure it out firstly with Shin Woo (Jung Yong Hwa).


Just WOW ♥

I thought he looked like Lee DongHae from SuJu at the start..but then his fringe was brushed down and his character (plus looks) became almost identical to JiHoo from BBF >____<
The unrequited lover. =[

Lee Hongki made a fabulous Jeremy =D I was really surprised at how his character turned out and how it developed. His scene with Mi Nam on the bus near the end was the only one that made me cry. It was so honest and genuine.

But of course..the girl always ends up with the one you expect. Hwang Tae Kyung (Jang Geun Seok) is the moody charmer that every Korean drama has and this is no different. He really is beautiful though (:
His character grew on me throughout the drama and he goes through a lot of complications.

This guy’s smile is simply the best! ♥

This drama is definitely one to watch!!!

Actually in love with this song right now (:
It’s a real beaut ♥

I’ve noticed I get incredibly frustrated at myself nowadays.
At things I know I can’t change.
Things that will be with me for life which is probably why it is so frustrating.
And the fact that it’s not really anyone’s fault but yet I still try to find someone to blame.
And I’m sorry for that..but I don’t feel like it’s something I am about to change. I can’t, it’s too hard.

All that aside, things have started looking up in some areas of my life (:
Now to 加油 =D and make sure I get where I deserve.
I’ve become more aware of things around me and why they happen.
“Everything happens for a reason”
I guess I truly believe this now. It really does. And I’m just gonna be grateful for everything that I get from now.
Nothing is gonna be taken for granted and I’m gonna work so hard cos I guess I can do it.
Belief in oneself is so difficult when there’s so much to bring you down. But I’m gonna try and get my head out of all that.

I can do it (:

And here’s to a belated
**Happy New Year**

inabit*~

Certainly looking forward to 2010 (:
New year..new attitudes..fresh start.
I’m definitely looking forward to it ‘cos things are looking up already.
With a little bit of luck, flair and excitement..it’s gonna be good.

I’ve found this year particularly those who I should stick with and those are the ones that matter (:
The others…well I’m not particularly bothered about to be quite frank
It actually comes down to just a couple of people..but these people I could genuinely trust with everything.
But people change..hell they have changed a lot. And really I just cba with it all.
I mean..why bother putting in 100% when you’re barely getting 10% back?
There’s just no point and it’s taken me this long to realise.
But I’m not taking this anymore so sticking with those that actually matter is my plan for the next year (:

*Here’s to a good year in 2010*

inabit*~

Micheal Bublé is seriously an amazing artist. Gorgeous AND pitch-perfect. He really outshone all the X-Factor contestants last night <3

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